It has been a very long time..................
    I have not wrote anything for so long. I have not even looked at this blog for almost a year. I was in school for "Journalism" the last time I wrote anything, and I was feeling pretty good about it. But then, I experienced a couple really bad instructors and then I learned that the online college I was attending was a scam. All or some of my credits may not be transferable. :(

 I have dropped myself from that college. Partly because my husband was diagnosed with cancer and I needed to take a break to care give and also I just needed a break. Since i started the break, I looked into college certificate programs at our local community college. They now offer a certificate program for veterinary technicians. That is what I had originally wanted to do, but there were no programs close enough for me to attend. Now there is and I will be enrolling as soon as I have the time and my husband is through with his treatments...................should be about spring term. :)

Life has been really crazy and there is a lot to say. I will be back when I have a little more time to sit down and write. I am glad to have the few readers I have . Thanks for listening. 

Hey Life aint so bad right now.

Hey Life aint so bad right now.

Can I please place another order? I want no conflicts, quiet time to myself, at least eight full hours of sleep a night, clear skin, no pain, both physically and mentally...oh, and no expectations placed on me. ?

      Wait, I have to pay for all that? Why can't I just have it, why cant you just give it to me? I just ordered it!
Damn it! I thought this was take out, TAKE out! There is no give in take!!

I am really lucky. It seems to take a few catastrophes and bumps, maybe a few big road blocks, for me to see how good I really have it. Life is good, it really aint so bad. (I realize that aint is not a word, I like it though, and i am gonna use it.)

Something Between Us.



There is something between us. Something I feel.
There is something between us, we can not move forward or go backward.
The something between us was not there and now it is, it will not move.

There is something broken now, and it can not be mended. 
How did we get here, how did this happen.

I thought we were strong, I thought we could not be broken.
The bond was so strong , or so i believed.

There is something between us that can not be fixed.